The cause of my social awkwardness may have derived from moving quite a lot as a child. My family always moved due to not having enough business and thus leading me to leave old friends. I get jealous of people that have childhood friends or someone they’ve known for over 5 years. I guess I’m used to moving, but this last move was a pretty big one. Moving to a different state was a first. At least if I was still in North Carolina, I would still be a drive away from my old friends now that I’m older. I guess I’m just tired of saying good bye.